Stephen 'Twitch' Bass' widow Alison Holger has revealed what it was like living in their marital home after his tragic suicide – and why she eventually sold the property.
Best known as The DJ on The Ellen DeGeneres Show, Bass was found dead of a self-inflicted gunshot wound in a Los Angeles motel in 2022 at the age of 40.
Holkar, 36, found his world shattered as he picked up the pieces and tried to raise their children alone.
Now she's bared her soul about her experience living in their home after his death, which occurred in a motel just a 15-minute walk away.
He described the house as a 'security blanket', but admitted on the SoFi podcast that the 'emotions' attached to it eventually 'started to swallow us up'. Rich Lives.
Stephen 'Twitch' Bass' widow Alison Holger has revealed how she lived in their marital home after his tragic suicide – and why she eventually sold the property
She and Twitch bought their home in the Los Angeles suburb of Encino for $2.7 million in 2019, and he sold it in November 2023 for $3.525 million.
'You know, that house was our security blanket for so long. We loved the house. It always felt very safe to us,” he said.
“But it took a turn, and not many people talk about it after grief, it's like – I was holding on to these past emotions and it was saving me, but it started to consume us,” the professional dancer shared.
'Uprooting my children was a huge decision. right? Their lives have already changed a lot. Me: “Am I right to do this to them?”'
However she saw that leaving home was the best decision for us because when we moved, we bought a new house that became our sanctuary. This was the final step in our hearing, and now that we could let go of the past and finally move forward with each other, it became free.
Their new home 'became a place for us to comfort and make new memories and new beginnings and new beginnings, and everyone felt like a weight had been lifted off our shoulders,' Alison revealed.
She and Twitch bought their home in the Los Angeles suburb of Encino for $2.7 million in 2019, and he sold it in November 2023 for $3.525 million.
Built in 2018, the home has six bedrooms and six-and-a-half bathrooms, and was decorated by the couple in collaboration with Pottery Barn.
The latest revelations about Alison's grieving process come as she announced last month that she will release a memoir, This For, in February.
He adopted his daughter Wesley, now 16, from a previous relationship, and he and Holger also have two children together – Maddox, eight, and Jaya, four.
Holkar, 36, finds his world shattered as he picks up the pieces and tries to raise their children alone; Pictured in August
Last month, she went public with her new boyfriend, Adam Edmonds, CEO of software-focused asset management firm Entrada.
Alice + Olivia made their romance red carpet official by posing together at the Spring 2025 show during New York Fashion Week.
She and Boss started dating in 2010 and married in 2013, a year before he landed a job as the beloved DJ on The Ellen DeGeneres Show.
She adopted Holkar's daughter Wesley, now 16, from a previous relationship, and the couple have two children together – Maddox, eight, and Jaya, four.
In December 2022, he went to the Oak Tree Inn in Encino, a suburb of Los Angeles – a 15-minute walk from his home – and shot himself.
His body was discovered the morning after he arrived at the motel by a horrified maid who came upon him in a pool of blood while he showered.
The boss's shock suicide prompted an outpouring of grief from fans around the world, and Holkar poured in sympathy.
A few weeks before her death, Baz and Holger went on The Jennifer Hudson Show and shared that they were hoping to have another child.
Last month, she went public at New York Fashion Week with her new boyfriend, Adam Edmonds, CEO of software-focused asset management firm Entrada.
Last December, Holkar uploaded an Instagram post about grief as he approached two milestones – his and Baz's 10th wedding anniversary and three days later, the first anniversary of her death.
'Mourning never ends.. But every season of challenge has an expiry date. Keep believing and dancing,' he wrote.
The following month, on an episode of Nick Viall's podcast The Viall Files, she revealed the possibility of dating again.
'It was very difficult for me to learn to like myself again, to learn to love myself again… I found myself in a very complicated situation,' she said.
'It took me a long time to accept those things and the complexities of it all. But at the end of the day I love life.'
When the subject of a new man came, she said: 'Shall I leave it? No. Am I looking? I don't know…but I definitely won't back down from it.'
